My
New Year's Resolution was to read at least one poem every day and to write
about it. Today is Day 79! It's been awesome so far, and in addition to
reading and writing about one poem a day, I have also read fiction and
nonfiction, if only a page, every single day so far this year. This is the best
and most rewarding resolution I have ever made. Some days it's hard to carve
out the time (the night we were at the ER for four hours with an unexpectedly
sick kid, I completed the challenge with mere minutes to spare), but most days
it is so ridiculously easy because I look forward to it so much. Just think:
You have to read today. You have to read today. You have to read today. Um, OK!
You
may be wondering what my poetry challenge entails. Well, I read some poems,
usually a handful, and find one that resonates with me. Not that I like all of
them. I have forced myself to write about long poems and ones that upset me as
well. As the weeks go by, I am confronted by my own poetry biases and strive to
think more deeply on that. Anyway, here's a sample. This entry (which is
messily transcribed in one of my journals) is from February 15, 2013. There's
nothing academic about it. I just write down my thoughts. The result is usually
a largeish paragraph full of me saying the same things over and over again.
You'll see. :-)
"Okay,
so clearly I am deliberately picking short poems to write about...deal with it.
I did read several before I got to this one, and truly, how can you ignore it?
It demands attention, demands to be given its due:
Separation
by
W. S. Merwin
Your
absence has gone through me
Like
thread through a needle.
Everything
I do is stitched with its color.
My
god, what an image. Suddenly absence has substance. Absence isn't the thing
through which we move, it is the thing that moves through us. We are hollow,
like the head of a needle, an empty space, and absence is a thread. So absence
moves through us, but doesn't fill us. The last line is incredible. The absence
of our loved one means that everything we touch is tainted by that absence. The
absence is a bright color. It's vivid and real and obvious, and we move through
life carrying it around, showing it to people. My god, my god, how can you say
so much so perfectly in three freaking lines? How can you not choose it, not
write about it?"
That is a wonderful resolution! I will keep it in mind for the future!
ReplyDeleteThanks! I don't know why I didn't think of it sooner! I'm also keeping in mind your 30 for 30 for the future - it's great to have goals for the year that are not silly like "don't eat chocolate."
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